just got home from the uni talk. twas enlightening and frightening at the same time, and like everytime i think about such things, utterly exhausting.
in fact, utterly exhausting (i know this is a fairly common comment here) pretty much sums up my week. idk why, ive been sleeping at appropriate times, and havent been working particularly hard (ok, subjective), but ive been in pain most of this week cos of aching muscles throughout the upper back. rare, since i normally dont feel physically uncomfortable. and physical pain = brain unable to function = very low efficiency ):
tmr there is car wash, and then next week is the last mad rush for sats, combined with another mad rush for chem/bio spas the week after. grah i hate this pace of life, but as far as my life goes having a single goal per week is perhaps quite manageable. not having time to myself pisses me off though, because its been: school- study- dinner-more study- sleep at appropriate time (which is surprisingly, a very tiring thing to do consecutively), repeat for the past few weeks. i can feel the need to have Personal Time pressing into me, almost literally, not to mention i so need to catch up with some people (ie. ram/ gan/ geoff/ HUMAN BEINGS IN GENERAL)
so i really need a good rest this weekend if i hope to last till like. chem spa week.
on a positive side however, i can feel myself getting into this groove and so far i havent felt the burn/ got lazy and slacked yet. the mindset is there, and thats quite an acheivement.
i apologise if this posts is windy and makes no sense. i am tired.
