i actually dreamt of my grade slip ytd.
it was ok in the dream. but... i realise that this is perhaps the first time in my life im scared of getting my grades back. like petrified. im usually not the "I DONT DARE TO LOOOKKKK. IM NOT GOING TO LOOK LOOK FOR MEEE!" kind because ive always thought, you deserve whatever grade you get. but this time? the pressure to do well is suffocating and honestly? you can never be sure you did good. not with RJ papers. im not sure what i'll do if i score less then ideal really. because the only subject im allowing myself to do poorly in is GP. and even that is already a blow.
i really really
really need to do well.
i just want to get everything over and done with really. there are still SAT IIs to be looking forward too (bummer) and then the actual As. im not entirely worried about As yet (one step at a time eh?) but if the prelim results come back poor im pretty sure i will be.
my dreamt up grades?
Bio A
Chem A
Math B
GP C (haha as if)
Econs D
if i get something like that i'll be pretty satisfied. (although a D in econs would be disappointing)
